http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/ believe Thu, 28 Feb 2008 06:50:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/113.html Wed, 27 Feb 2008 20:46:05 GMT oh i've had such a blast! such a magical journey. truly fairytale like, and an absolute dream come true. i've seen so much, discovered a world which i never knew existed. ok yes i knew europe existed geographically, but really, the depth beneath the existence of a this continent - the buildings, architecture, nature, people, and most importantly, life. i've seen what it's like to live in kiruna - the ways of people living in sub zero temperatures, in a land higher in latitude than iceland. i've seen the french - their romantic (lustful?) culture, noticed the subtleness of the variations in... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=113 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/112.html Wed, 12 Dec 2007 15:49:37 GMT bloody blogging. i was in the midst of typing a wonderful entry and it suddenly popped into my mind that i should save. 2 seconds later my browswer refreshed and i lost everything. MURPHY. anyways i forgot what i was saying, probably something along the lines of being nervous about going to europe for two months - what if i get homesick? what if the weather depresses me? what if i quarrel with my travel mates? oh man so many what ifs... but i'm still so excited! i'm going to live and breathe europe! i don't just want to travel like a tourist, i'd want to speak with the locals, not just... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=112 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/111.html Mon, 10 Dec 2007 03:13:26 GMT after writing the most airy fairy entry that has been neatly popped away into my drafts folder... its time to stop being a semi conscious airhead zw! and so i need to pick my life up. why is it that i always stumble when i first get into things. some people just dive right into it and start swimming. why cant life be like... i dunno... my first ski experience. or my first snowboard experience. i fell twice the first time i skiied and that's it. could do everything decently afterwards. why doesn't it work the same way for other things!? argh. i'm starting to believe in my own incompetence.... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=111 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/109.html Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:00:46 GMT somehow i think history is repeating itself, just the complete reversal of it... what someone once did to me, i'm doing to another... and to think that he'd be so bitter about it, such ugliness, a side i never saw and i could never have seen coming. of people i thought he was one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen. but yesterday changed everything, and to think that i was actually reconsidering my decision! were those his true colours that i saw last night? i'd like to think not, but if they were, if they were just hiding there waiting to shown one day, then i'm glad i didn't wait... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=109 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/108.html Sat, 20 Oct 2007 23:50:54 GMT felt such an urge to blog again, not like anyone reads it but it's still an outlet nevertheless. i hope he's fine, i don't think i could have hurt anyone more. i don't know why i let it go, i wouldn't say it felt 100% right, and actually i am contemplating taking back my words, if it were indeed possible. it's such a shame isn't it. another instance of taking loved ones for granted, and i don't change. i know it but i don't do anything about it, in fact i accept it and feel sorry for those who love me. i somehow think karma will get me back, and for some reason i'm not afraid, somewhat... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=108 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/107.html Thu, 29 Mar 2007 16:41:51 GMT are people inherently masochistic? what is happiness without sadness, growth without challenge, life without pain? much as we say it is instinct to harming ourselves, putting ourselves in precarious situations, all in the name of self preservation, we do so nevertheless. we learn to ride a bike, knowing well we'd fall and bleed, we work too hard, knowing well we're physically exhausting ourselves, and we give our hearts away, knowing well they could broken, just like that. is hurting ourselves, really what makes life worthwhile? we say we grow, and we learn through our experiences, but are we... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=107 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/106.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 18:27:46 GMT been hard at work meeting up with friends lately! whoa damn tiring... really wish i didnt have to rush of to other places and could just spend nice relaxing time with them... met kwek today... haha i love meeting old friends, we just clique. no matter how long u've been apart, how little u've talked in between... its so easy to hit off... its almost like u can just sit around and talk forever. oh. he said i was fat. stupid boy. then met mommy and we went shopping for a bit... kept reminding me of my lost camera, its just, painful. haiz. ok lets not blog about such things. then xxh and... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=106 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/105.html Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:42:42 GMT it was fun! meeting cousins whom i havent seen for 5, 10 years... wow how people change! and how some people don't! some of my cousins were barely recogniseable, some of them i remember as naughty little kids running around, making lotsa noise... its undescribable how strange it feels to meet these people you once knew yet kinda don't, and then again there not just friends or acquaintences, they're your kins. and i guess that changes things a little... like, u can just be yourself, they can just be them, and u'd have to take each other for who u are... which means things are very real,... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=105 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/104.html Wed, 14 Feb 2007 20:02:44 GMT so elusive is love... this guy was telling me how he was gonna ask one of my girlfriends to date him, like, to be his girlfriend... got me so excited, i dreamt i got married that night. haha... to like... eye candy. and i knew it was terribly wrong... so i became a runaway bride. but how could i let a dream fall apart just like that? i dreamt a fairytale happy ending for myself... haha which kept me smiling the whole day. :) i've been caught in a dilemma... lol i'm in a love triangle! well almost... it's quite funny, i thought those only existed in movies.... haha... complicated stuff... i... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=104 http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/archive/103.html Sat, 10 Feb 2007 14:30:48 GMT finally back in singapore! initially i was all sad from pre departure depression syndrome... having to leave friends, family, colleagues... my work... won't get to talk to lovely eric no more! and all the funny-as engineers and coordinators from other companies... yeah it was a little sad, but i guess the fact that i didnt exactly go all out n make the most of my social opportunities there made leaving less difficult. then again, maybe a little hard too coz i kinda regret not being more active in talking to colleagues and stuff. oh well. it's finished. i'm doing weekends now which is a one... (more) http://sistazway.blogdrive.com/comments?id=103