somehow i think history is repeating itself, just the complete reversal of it... what someone once did to me, i'm doing to another... and to think that he'd be so bitter about it, such ugliness, a side i never saw and i could never have seen coming. of people i thought he was one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen. but yesterday changed everything, and to think that i was actually reconsidering my decision! were those his true colours that i saw last night? i'd like to think not, but if they were, if they were just hiding there waiting to shown one day, then i'm glad i didn't wait for that day to come.

and i am going to watch phantom with him next week. good luck to me.

i guess i strolled away too fine, while my heart went out to him he took a good stab at it, congrats.

its really not worth my time huh... i've a pretty strong resolve, i shld be able to keep it out of my mind for as long as i can will it to disappear. hopefully. but ugh, come tuesday. wonder waht the others will think.